wayward_whiner

          I just had my exam in Cost and i really think i flunked it. I mean, it was hard and confusing. Well, it’s accounting.. so what’s new??! (asa p ko, d nmn aq ng-aral!!!lol!). If i had it my way, i would not enrol in that class, seriously. Imagine having three professors in just less than three months. Not only that..what about the need to adjust to that professor’s teaching style? and listened to the discussion about a topic that have already been discussed?  but i have no choice but to deal with it. So i might as well leave it like that!

       I still have my MS class later but i think i’ll just skip it and give myself some rest.. my head aches a lot lately. It is quite tolerable before but now it seems to get a bit worse. i guess it had something to do with my eyes too.

      It’s getting colder in here (multimedia-school). Im having goosebumps all over..[adik kc!! c",)] and i’m already shivering so i think i better stop..till another adventure begins..(or MiSadventure???) whatever!!!..

I just got home from my dormitory. And im a bit exhausted from the trip. It ain’t that far but it still lasted two and a half hour plus the fact that i’m having dysmenorrhea. So, it’s back to school once again. And like the rest of the students i know, i’m still adjusting and trying to focus on schoolwork. Speaking of schoolwork, some of my prelim exams are not yet through *sigh* so i guess i need to pull myself away from the computer just to regain my focus,lol. Anyway, i was surprised with the grade i got in my Speech class. I didn’t expected it. Now, i wonder what did i get in Law..? My professor dont want to reveal our grades because he want’s us to think that we’ve flunked it ( imagine that!!??).  I really hope i did good in MS and Finance…i mean, i prepared myself for those exams so i’m hoping not be disappointed with the result. I’m gonna try to be a better student this year….

…speaking of "try", i was reprimanded by a friend for not sticking to the promise we made before the start of the christmas break (which is "were-gonna-try-not-to-eat-on-fastfood-chains-starting-january") which i obviously broke this week (i told her, promises are made to be broken lol!!). I just can’t resist the temptation you know..and i think she can’t too because she asked us out twice (gotcha eloi!)…okay, moving on.. i really think im gonna have a hard time in my Marketing class for the rest of the sem. I mean, i haven’t got a really nice product idea just yet and im already dreading the thesis defense. Our adviser kept on giving us funny product ideas but obviously it doesn’t  help us that much.Hopefully i come up with a really interesting product idea asap. To wrap it up, my back-to-school week went by just fine…in case somebody want’s to know..

Man, im so tired. I’v been doing a lot of chores since morning…like doing the laundry, washing the dishes, cooking and all that.. thank God for evenings! i’d be able to get a good night sleep.. lols! but before that.. i’m gonna wrap up this day talking about the OC.. (it’s so good finding that OC background!! lol!)) i’ve been downloading some episodes since the start of the christmas break and man, it’s taking years to get done..i’m mean, i’m still halfway the season 1 (imagine???). i’m like ages and ages behind the current season which is season 4.. can’t wait to download all the season 1 episodes.. i’ve learned about this show years ago but didn’t able to watch it for some reasons..of which were:

1.) School

2.) NO CABLE in our town

3.) No PC ( as it is ‘owned’ by my brother) and internet connection during those times.

…….and the list goes on..(like i can think of anything more to add!!) But that was all in the past now since i’ve got some ways to catch it all up now…(good thing there’s  limewire and youtube!) i really want to talk about the OC for hours but my feet and back is really bothering me right now so i think i better rest..tah! tah! c",)

I’v just finished reading some other people’s blog and got really surprised at how bloggers actually written stuffs just about everything. I mean, i’m so left behind..(that was embarrasing ok!)but that’s because i’m a newbie! (pretty obvious..lol! ’tis bein’ the third) Going back..  no wonder that we, the bloggers are named as the PEOPLE OF THE YEAR by TIME magazine..with millions of blogs being posted everyday and at least hundreds of ‘em, bloggers, turns into instant celebrities ( fame, new friends and all that!!!)..it is quite a history.. YOU and ME.. a part of it..

….Back to these celebrity bloggers..i’v read a few of ‘em and most of ‘em deserves to be on the list.. i mean.. most of them really talks sense. They are good writers too..i wonder how they made it on the featured list..not that im wishing to be part of it..im just plain curious how they got there…you see.. they get a taste of both worlds.. lots of love and hate (from other bloggers..that is) on their blogs that sometimes some of ‘em wants to quit. it’s sad reading those parts where in they wanna quit ‘coz they have had enough of the rude comments they were getting from some other people. But on the other hand really.. if you’re into blogging you’ve got to realize that some people would actually have the chance to read your blog and leave a comment..unless you turn off the comment..in that case there will be no comments on your blogs. So try not to let yourself be affected by any nasty comments on your blogs. afterall, people who leave this comment are those people who doesn’t know you at all and probably just wants to upset you. so.. KUDOS to all the bloggers and a goodnight sleep for me! tah! tah!

When does one have to let go?… Of things you cherished the most, of memories that have made you laugh and cry and of people whom you dearly loved. Letting go seems to be an easy thing to say for some people but it took me years to understand the phrase. They say in order to move on, we first need to let go of things that’s holding us back. Anger, hatred, frustrations and memories (both happy and sad) to name a few. And all of this have long been inside of me. For years, i’ve let myself be a prisoner of my past and fears. And for years i’ve been a loser. Living with my fears and letting it control me. But not anymore. Thanks to a friend who pushed her way to understand me. I found the way out of "my world" and decided to free "ME". This proves to be a very challenging task but with a renewed spirit, i hope i can make it. Of course, with the help of the Lord. ahhhh.. it feels so good..CARPE DIEM! Life’s too short to waste it dwelling on the past and regretting the what if’s and should have been’s. So I say, look forward. Don’t turn back. MOVE ON…