wayward_whiner

****cross-posted from my vox account***

All right..so it had been months since my last post. Clearly, being
away from home and having a job spoils all the fun. I had been out of
college for almost a year now and it had been five months or so since i
started on my first job ever. By now i should be happy that I’m out of
school and away from all the piles of assignments in accounting. Yet
I’m not. I feel so frustrated,low and confused.

I can’t
actually say that I’m totally happy with my job right now because I’m
not. I mean, I’m happy that i finally can practice all the theories i
have learned in school. But while I’m enjoying my work, my patience is
being tested by the people i work with. My co-workers are fine, but not
my superior and the bosses. I can’t explain it but something is totally
wrong with them. My superior comes late for work everyday and spends
the whole day pretending to be busy when he’s actually not. The Boss
aka the owner of the company has freaking tantrums!. Every now and then
he storms into our office and ask a hell of a questions. ( I
remember on my first month when he storms in our office and ask who’s
responsible for the invoices and when i ask him why, he started to
question my abilities and asked for written explanations afterwards.
Apparently, the mistakes he’d been blaming me for, were mistakes by the
staff i preceded.)
My co-workers ( who were all older than me
and married) are telling me that, that is how it is in the real world.
That I would really meet people who would pissed me off, get into my
nerves, who will make me cry and hate and curse and feel every possible
emotions there is to feel. That it is just a test of patience, which i
should posses for me to last in grownup’s world.

And now it had
been months. I lasted more months that I have expected. Now it’s time
for me to leave. I’m planning on resigning within this month. I’m
resigning for a lot of reasons. The company is unstable thus the delay
in our salary. It’s about to close two of it’s branches. Plus,
opportunity waved at me. I was offered to take a pre-employment test by
a bigger company inclined in the BPO industry, which i took and
thankfully passed, and I’m just now waiting for a call for the final
interview.

Later, I’m gonna draft my resignation. Hopefully I
could find the courage to extend it to my superior within the next two
weeks. *crossed fingers*

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