wayward_whiner

i thought i would never write here again since i already have my multipy account but i guess there are things you just can’t give up that easy huh?.. But sometimes you just have to especially if they have caused you so much pain and trouble. My past.. no matter how hard i try to forget keeps haunting me..all the rejections, frustrations, hurt and all the pain  keeps coming back to me once in a while and yeah… history repeats itself. How can I forget them all when deep inside me I still love them? but the funny thing is that they don’t give a damn about me!
   
    Months ago, when i had a misunderstanding with an old friend, i ask our common friend to lend me an ear which she did. But along the conversation she would inject comments that are against me. at first i was okay with the flow of the conversation until she injected that i had an attitude problem! I was overwhelmed with her statement that i hurriedly said goodbye. I was totally hurt because the very reason why i talked to her in the first place was for her to only hear me out like when the time i listened to her whine! It hurt me so much to think that after all of the years of being friends we still don’t know each other that much.

    Days later, i’ve got hold of the commutersexpress (i think that’s the title). There’s a column in there that talked about classifications of friends, and there i’ve read that i should classify friends according to how real they are to me and not just because i have known them for years.

    And with that I am hoping not to get affected by these people who had done the great job of making me doubt myself.

background music: amber pacific

current mood: numb

It’s way past midnight and yet i’m still wide awake. I’m currently watching the tv premiere of Billy Crawford’s It’s TIME concert last October  6 at the Araneta and man..I wish i was there!I was supposed to watch his concert but I got really busy plus the fact that i’m on a tight budget recently. But really, based on what i’m watching right now
(yeah..i’m watching while creating this post..) he deserves to be called an international star. He’s got the style of Michael Jackson mix with Justin Timberlake’s. The concert was star-studded as shown by the camera as it focus on some of the familiar faces in the showbiz and fashion industry.
    Back to Billy.. I’m not really so into him like I am with Matsujun but i kind of like some of his upbeat songs like Trackin’ and Brightlights. He’s really good. And watching him like this even on the television makes me want to scream at he top of my lungs the phrase " pinoy ako! " lol..
    Okay I lose my focus..great!. Typing a blog while watching. Just great. Back to the concert. I really think and most people would probably agree that Billy had done a great job in showcasing his talent as an artist and in showing to the world how talented we Filipinos are..so how about a round of applause? clap! clap! clap!
  Alright..enough people..i think the show is about to end and so i must end this blog and get some sleep..tah tah..