wayward_whiner

It’s been quite a while since my last post so i decided to make one today..unfortunately i’m too bored to discuss and too lazy to even type my idea (if i ever had one today..lol) right now so instead i’m going to post a poem i’ve written several years ago for a friend that i’ve lost ( or so i thought??). She’s very special because she’s the very first person whom i got to share my passion for the BackstreetBoys!! Yeah, she too, was a blue-blooded Backstreet fan. She’s also special for a whole lot of reason i preferred to keep to myself and to those people who knew her…

But just to set the record straight..i’ve written this poem years ago when things we’re all unclear to me. Why, i haven’t given this to her was probably because i did not have the courage to do so and because of lost communication.

Daf, a lot of things have change.. in fact great changes they were..but i still believe in this friendship. You make me feel unwanted.. but that ’s okay..i care for you that much that’s why i try to understand. Believe me…i really care. if in the past i made you feel abandoned, betrayed or what…i’m sorry.. i was in total chaos..i needed to search for my soul..if you able to read this i hope it could somehow heal a fraction of the wound, mend some parts and bring out some good old memories..things will never be the same again i know but there’s always a fresh start right?… i’m hoping.. GODSPEED!

Guys.. i’m not a poet so forgive my verses… i just wanted to write…

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Hey dear friend, how are you doing?

Is everything just fine?

There’s something ’bout the way your acting

That had me thinking of you all the time

Can’t help but remember, date, place and time

March 21st, friday, at the park after nine

After an hour of laughter and fun,

Is the next worst thing, you should have not done

Hey friend, i still can’t understand!

Why all of these has to happen?

Why it has to end this way?

Why some are hurt, some have gone away..

Hey friend, sorry if i feel this way

If i offend you in any way

It’s just it badly hurts inside

You see, i’ve been through this joyride

Hey friend, this ain’t what i picture things will be

I thought things are perfectly fine with everybody

I don’t know what happened to me exactly

Suddenly, sad and strange feeling was all over me!

Hey friend, I don’t really know what to say or do

To put things back like they used to

But maybe, just maybe someday soon..

Things will be the same again, our friendship in full bloom.

                                                                          by: chaos